My dearest Amin joon,
Last night I was not able to sleep and I was thinking about you and talking to you in my heart. The thoughts were so comforting and soothing which I decided to write it down and read it again and again whenever I miss you so much.
My dear son you have flown to the land of light and mystery. A place that I have no idea where it is and how it is. Baha’ullah has given us glad tiding that it is a beautiful place. Somewhere full of happiness, kindness, peace and serenity and closeness to God where there is no room for darkness. I am indeed extremely happy for you but it doesn’t mean that I do not miss you.
I was remembering when I came to China and the time you picked me up from the airport took me to your home and had a full agenda for whole two weeks morning till night to take me every where to show me beautiful China. How happy I was to spend time with you. You showered me with lots of love, respect and patience.
This morning I was thinking there would be a time again when I leave this earthly life you will come to the arrival to pick me up and take me to your place and then show me the things that I can not even imagine. Sooner or later we will be reunited with each other again. But ‘azizedelam’ [my beloved] your sooner is much easier than mine. You are not bound by time and you are aware of our position but as a human I have to go by the rule of this mortal life and try to be patient. Patience is a virtue which I have to practice a lot these days.
Aminam it feels so good to write to you.
Love you forever,
Mom
亲爱的艾民，相信你在一个光明的世界里！很高兴在梦中见到了你！在梦中我摔倒，你伸出手把我扶了起来！朋友说这是一个好梦！说我在困难时，你会从光明世界里来帮助我！为你祈祷！我们心中的天使！
Dearest Farzaneh, what a beautiful family you were and still are in spite of the absence of Amin. What a beautiful letter you have written to him. What a unique and wonderful human being was Amin. There are many “beautiful, wonderful, unique” and other nice words I could tell you about your family in general. It is certainly a blessing to have been able to form such a nice family together with Shidfar. A blessing that people are usually not aware of. I imagine as a mother how much you have to miss Amin and how much you will miss him the rest of your life. And honestly I do not know what to say. I am off to try to sleep and will put a Tablet of Ahmad to listen to while I think about things that matter to me and there will be a space for Amin in my thought of course. I will also ask God to give you patience and lots of strength to endure this tragic loss. All my love. Vida Missaghian